content of a book with 45+ drawings, titled ‘Daar blies ik je aan en jij verdween achter de rook’.
‘There I blew on you, and you disappeared behind the smoke’. subtitle: ‘The sad sad angels’.
reality was fixed

240219A
the fix
The Reality needed to be fixed for everyone.

240219B
the person needed to explain itself (so he thought back about drawing 20, which he was before, so there was the same)

240219C
reality was he needed to stay the same, just the same

240219D
Reality asked him the price of striving to maintain old circumstances unchanged, holding onto a fixed illusion that he would remain eternally the same—his values unaltered, his posture, his gestures, his never-ending existence. He was simply himself, living forever.